Life is too short to do maybe’s, or I wishes. I am going to be 35 years old this year, and while I fully expect to live at least another 35, I don’t want to waste another moment on anything that isn’t going to get me where I want to be in life.
Beads have always been a source of sanity for me. Way back when I was an 8 year old kiddo I started using beads as therapy. To help focus my thoughts, and to make me feel like there is beauty in a world that didn’t seem all that beautiful.
I still do that today.
Beads are a prayer. A prayer that despite all the negativity and all the horrors that exist in this world, that someone will look at this tiny piece of glass or rock and see something beautiful. Something worthy. That they will understand that not everything has to be dark and scary. Beads are a reminder that even though it might seem like life is focused on blood and bombs and pain, it also has joy, and light, and laughter.
At least. They are for me. Perhaps they can be a reminder for you too.
If all I accomplish in my life is creating reminders that life is full of goodness and joy in a time when it’s hard to see it as such, then I will not feel as if the short time I spent here on this planet was a waste.
So say I.